Since discovering Bride last year, I immediately applied to receive the scholarship for Bride Coaching. I was on that list for a year. I didn’t mess around with beginning my healing journey while waiting. I dove right into the Deliverance assessments and prayers. I took BMI Courses and listened to a lot of Discovering Truth Podcasts. I took notes on anything that resonated with my Spirit needing a severing of legality. My deliverance journal got bigger and bigger as I added things. The acceleration and physical symptoms are too many to name here. Just know it was equivalent to something out of a science fiction novel. 

I just finished my 8 coaching sessions with Pam. I’ve got a whole new freedom and level of healing I never knew possible. To name a few: firing a Super Soldier, getting my Spirit out of captivity from Andromeda, Abba giving me back my dignity, my self-esteem being restored, exploring my star and mountain, and Abba calling me to long-term fast after growing up with childhood starvation with no hunger pains. The fasting accelerated supernatural worship and revelations. Jesus gave one of my parts a robe that changed colors because she was never given the choice in her trauma. That moment was when He gave me back my dignity and integration happened. I finally understanding Dan’s Realms and Dimensions book. The comprehension literally happened overnight. There’s just too much to go into. There was an incredibly deep healing. This all obviously spilled over into my marriage, and we had daily worship and powerful prayer together. Our marriage was already strong; but now seeing our spirits fight, worship and engage in warfare…there’s a deepening we never knew existed.

 I want to publicly honor my Coach Pam for how she led and fought for me. The way her spirit rose on our first meeting when forces stopped the sound from working on our first meeting. She wasn’t having that! The way she allowed my spirit to go at Ferrari speeds. The tenderness in which she would comfort me. The way she would share in my joy instant freedom was found. The way she honored me and pushed me deeper to Abba’s heart. The level of homework she gave me and how that’s established a powerful foundation for daily worship. The humility she possesses is unprecedented. Everything has changed. I not only got a powerful coach heavenly selected for me, but a powerful prayer warrior to join forces with and a lifelong friend. 

 There’s a lot we don’t see behind closed doors in the coaching program, and I want to honor Ann as well. This woman has such a sweet spirit that just jumps out on every email she sends. There’s no confusion or lack of communication. To couple the two opposite markers with effortless balance is a true gift. She makes everything look easy. Ann, thank you for making me feel welcome and for everything you do that stays behind the curtain. 

Thank you, Dan & all of the Bride Coaching staff. Thank you for empowering these mighty coach warriors’ tools to set people free. I don’t take anything you’ve all done for granted. I honor the sacrifices spiritually and physically you and your entire families have made just to set people free. Thank you for everything you’ve done for me and my family.

Lastly, I love you King Jesus. You are more beautiful and magnificent than I ever thought!

I am grateful and somewhat shocked (at the same time not really shocked) about what I've been through and the magnitude of Jesus' love, strength, power, and calmness throughout this entire journey. Some of the pain was done by me mainly because of the distrust I had in Jesus, which is starting to get resolved now (for many reasons such as generational distrust in Jesus, lack of understanding and revelation, and the all of the lack of results due to going through deliverance ministry and conferences and still leaving the same for the most part).

 I have been through a lot in the 23 years of being on earth. The usual childhood trauma, bullying, and abuse (mentally, emotionally, spiritually and some physically) causing fragmentation. Then fast forwarding into high school, I had bad head trauma from football and then I'm pretty sure I almost blew my brain up by smoking laced cannabis which landed me in the hospital (in 2016). Then getting back into cannabis in 2019 and then into DMT in 2020. In late 2021 I did too much DMT and literally blew my nerves in my brain and I couldn't think for some time. I had a serious anxiety attack while doing the drug which caused a lack of knowing what my emotions were for some time as well.

In 2022, I was going through "deliverance" constantly and that was one of the worst experiences ever. It caused even more confusion, misunderstanding, and hatred for Jesus because I kept on being told to expect great things from God. I would walk in and out with some of the same issues just about every time. I know some things were broken off here and there. With the brain state and emotional state that I was in, and add some bad information, that did not end too well until I found the right people to listen to which I am very grateful for! Dan is one of those people!

Before listening to what Dan was talking about, I was listening to a big name prophet and was getting a lot of deliverance from my mind and emotions which was much needed. At the same time, certain things were still not breaking off which was very frustrating. Then it got to the point of me being so desperate that I made comments on a lot of videos on men and women of God YouTube videos explaining what was happening. Also stating that what is currently being presented is not working. Most of the comments were the usual (are you born again, have you been baptized, have you prayed enough, have you fasted enough, have you worshipped or read the word enough, have you repented enough) Even though that was mentioned in the original comment of the things that I was doing. Some of the other comments I got were either encouraging or they mentioned a few men and women of God to listen to. Those were very helpful. Some other comments were those going through similar things as me too. I then got to the point of joining a group on Facebook to see if I would get any other answers. I posted the post and got the usual replies of “you’re not doing enough”. Then some other comments mentioned soul fragments and DID. Then I met someone who reintroduced me to Dan and introduced me to Arthur Burk (THANK YOU JESUS FOR THESE MEN OF GOD!!!!). Then I listened to Dan’s evil timeline prayer. I felt an immediate shift and I was back on a better timeline after listening to that prayer. I have resonated with so much that Dan and the survivors talk about. I have done several coaching sessions as well!! The results have been so sweet! I am barely scratching the surface of this testimony!