I am grateful and somewhat shocked (at the same time not really shocked) about what I've been through and the magnitude of Jesus' love, strength, power, and calmness throughout this entire journey. Some of the pain was done by me mainly because of the distrust I had in Jesus, which is starting to get resolved now (for many reasons such as generational distrust in Jesus, lack of understanding and revelation, and the all of the lack of results due to going through deliverance ministry and conferences and still leaving the same for the most part).
I have been through a lot in the 23 years of being on earth. The usual childhood trauma, bullying, and abuse (mentally, emotionally, spiritually and some physically) causing fragmentation. Then fast forwarding into high school, I had bad head trauma from football and then I'm pretty sure I almost blew my brain up by smoking laced cannabis which landed me in the hospital (in 2016). Then getting back into cannabis in 2019 and then into DMT in 2020. In late 2021 I did too much DMT and literally blew my nerves in my brain and I couldn't think for some time. I had a serious anxiety attack while doing the drug which caused a lack of knowing what my emotions were for some time as well.
In 2022, I was going through "deliverance" constantly and that was one of the worst experiences ever. It caused even more confusion, misunderstanding, and hatred for Jesus because I kept on being told to expect great things from God. I would walk in and out with some of the same issues just about every time. I know some things were broken off here and there. With the brain state and emotional state that I was in, and add some bad information, that did not end too well until I found the right people to listen to which I am very grateful for! Dan is one of those people!
Before listening to what Dan was talking about, I was listening to a big name prophet and was getting a lot of deliverance from my mind and emotions which was much needed. At the same time, certain things were still not breaking off which was very frustrating. Then it got to the point of me being so desperate that I made comments on a lot of videos on men and women of God YouTube videos explaining what was happening. Also stating that what is currently being presented is not working. Most of the comments were the usual (are you born again, have you been baptized, have you prayed enough, have you fasted enough, have you worshipped or read the word enough, have you repented enough) Even though that was mentioned in the original comment of the things that I was doing. Some of the other comments I got were either encouraging or they mentioned a few men and women of God to listen to. Those were very helpful. Some other comments were those going through similar things as me too. I then got to the point of joining a group on Facebook to see if I would get any other answers. I posted the post and got the usual replies of “you’re not doing enough”. Then some other comments mentioned soul fragments and DID. Then I met someone who reintroduced me to Dan and introduced me to Arthur Burk (THANK YOU JESUS FOR THESE MEN OF GOD!!!!). Then I listened to Dan’s evil timeline prayer. I felt an immediate shift and I was back on a better timeline after listening to that prayer. I have resonated with so much that Dan and the survivors talk about. I have done several coaching sessions as well!! The results have been so sweet! I am barely scratching the surface of this testimony!
